2009

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I could write a super long entry about the last year and the ups and downs (mostly ups, of course) but I feel like that would be rambling better saved for my actual handwritten journal. No one is going to read the long ramble, and if you tell me that you would, well I would rather you just call, text, instant message, email, fax, or sit down and have coffee with me and we can catch up on life together.

I'm happy. I'm pretty sure I have said that in a prior entry regarding the fact that I no longer live in Porterville. But seriously; I am happy, you guys. I didn't realize how unhappy I was in Porterville until I left.



Happy Valentine's Day. This is probably my favorite holiday and I've never even had a boyfriend to share it with. My new best friend Kathleen and I are dressing up and going to dinner tonight because we both love V-Day. It's going to be great.



So yeah, I'm happy.
2009

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This morning I woke up dressed in the clothes I wore yesterday. My ID, Disney pass, debit card and car key in my pocket. I must have passed out around 11pm. The last thing I remember was closing my notebook computer to grab my Bible and journal.

This weekend Julia (missnovocain) came and stayed with me. She's one of my favorites. Sunday we went to Disneyland with some friends of mine from RKMB. It was packed there, we only rode a few rides. Tried to find Spieling Peter Pan. No success.

I'm excited that autumn is here. Time for cardigans and jackets. When it's not overcast, the sun still shines bright and warm.

Anyway, I'm happy. The happiest I've been in a long time. I turn 24 in a little over six weeks. I'm not sure how I feel about that, though.
2009

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Hello, it's been forever. Does anyone even read this?

Anyway, I'm moving in June. Finally getting out of this wretched town. I'll be moving in with the Shukwits! It's such a huge answer to prayer and I am so thankful for the opportunity. Brian is moving to Texas in June because he's getting married in September, so I'll be overtaking his bedroom. I'm really excited. I know that if I stay here any longer I am going to be depressed. I need change in my life. I'll be transferring to the Home Depot in Lake Elsinore and then hopefully sometime next year I can start beauty school.


The last couple of weeks I have gone on two dates. Well, maybe two and a half. The last time we just hung out and watched TV. I don't think anything will come of it. We're going two different ways in life. But whatever, I can date. Dates are fun. I'll take it as it comes.


I'm still vegetarian. Okay, really I'm pescetarian/pesco-vegetarian. Whatever. I don't really eat much seafood anyway. This just means that I can have clam chowder when my mom makes it.

Summer will be great. I'm seeing Thrice in May, moving in June and also seeing ISIS the same week I move.



Also, I've been to Disneyland six times this year.
2009

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I wish it were easier to make my parents understand how unhappy I am in this town. I'm given such a blessed opportunity to move to southern California and be closer to my friends, work and save money.

So I told them about it.

I just wish this didn't turn into the yearly fight with my parents that it did.
2009

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I'm trying not to think about past friendships and best friends that just stopped being my friend...but I'm failing at that. My heart hurts now.


But on the bright side, last night I went to Visalia with Mitchell to hang out with Shane Williams for his birthday! I'm really glad that I went. It was a ton of fun and it's always great to hang out with them.
2009

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Liz isn't moving back to California. She told me that about a month ago.

Danny got a girlfriend. Every time he gets a girlfriend we don't talk.

I'm still tired of living in Porterville.

I gave up meat and soda for a year (this isn't bad, but I figured some of you would sulk for me, hahaha)

I miss friends.

wah wah wahhh


But God is still good.
2009

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I hate this town.
hate hate hate hate!!

There is nothing here for me!

I'm tired of broken promises and being hurt. I hate not having any friends.

I WANT OUT.